Rage
Anger is an emotion that I used to avoid at all costs. I preferred to take the passive route, and just wait out the anger until it went away and I didn't have to deal with it.
But recently something has changed in me. Like a switch has been flipped on. And now I see the world through a kaleidoscope that mixes all my emotions together into a red mosaic. Everything I feel now turns to rage instantly.
Since anger hasn't been something I ever let myself be familiar with, the rage that's been asserting itself in my life is new and exciting.
I think I like being angry. This anger has helped reveal to me everything that's been wrong in my life. It's helped me realize that I deserve more than I let myself have. That I don't need anyone else. Well, I've always known that one.
I'm holding on to the rage I've been living with. And god help anyone that contributes to it. Because while in the past I might have been forgiving, I now see the tally of second chances I've been giving to people who don't deserve them and my fury won't allow me to spare anyone.
But recently something has changed in me. Like a switch has been flipped on. And now I see the world through a kaleidoscope that mixes all my emotions together into a red mosaic. Everything I feel now turns to rage instantly.
Since anger hasn't been something I ever let myself be familiar with, the rage that's been asserting itself in my life is new and exciting.
I think I like being angry. This anger has helped reveal to me everything that's been wrong in my life. It's helped me realize that I deserve more than I let myself have. That I don't need anyone else. Well, I've always known that one.
I'm holding on to the rage I've been living with. And god help anyone that contributes to it. Because while in the past I might have been forgiving, I now see the tally of second chances I've been giving to people who don't deserve them and my fury won't allow me to spare anyone.
