Mistakes
Life's latest lesson for me has been this: For that which means the most to you, another's opinion of it should mean the least . I need to work on sticking up for what I truly want. And to learn to say no when I can just feel in my bones that something is wrong. Otherwise life will just keep happening to me. And I can't take that anymore. I'm so tired of being broken down. I need to stop worrying about other people and start fighting for myself and for what I want. And fighting against what I don't want. Because I can't keep letting things happen to me and then find myself having to recover from it. I'm tired and it's hard. I don't have the energy... If new beginnings mean constantly having to bandage myself from the hurt they cause me, I think I would prefer to wait until I am strong enough for that. Because I don't think I'm strong enough right now. And maybe I need to accept that. Diamonds So by the light of th...